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jokers/aka/aldo/aka nutjob
Monday, 2 April 2007
the new diaries part two
well eventually i married carol,she hated my guts the first time we ever met. i remember the first time meeting her on a blind date before i left the forces,we barely spoke as i still had that damn fukin stammer,hell people found it amusing,ripping the pish outta me,maybe the funniest part about that stammer was the time i was in catterick garrison,and decided to give her a call,it was the old coin operated ones hanging up on the billet walls in the corridor,ffs by the time i managed to say how u doin carol i had spent about £10,wot a stammer that was.anywae back to this 2nd part diary....i finally settled down into civilian life,and had another daughter laura two years later,i had a kool job at the time working for peugeot car factory,highly paid,i then moved up in the world got meself a mortgage. i played a major part as a dad,yup joker the daddy lol
spending every bit a sparetime i had bringing them up,we had a good relation ship,a hell of a sex life,and so many funtimes together,well u know wot its like if u married young you cant keep ure hands of each other,carol was in all honesty my 1st serious relationship,and one i will always remember......but thats another diary.
back to my drink problem,hmmm where does one start?maybe @the beginning i suppose,ok so why the fuck do i drink to excess,maybe goes back to my childhood,dad was an alchoholic,i watched him every day hiding bottles,and cans and he was never awae from the pub,not that i can use him as my excuse,pers i drink to block things out,and over the past year ive totally lost it,drinking sometimes seven days a week,and this is believe it or not day 1,which ive marked on the callander,as the first day ive not taken a drink,im not saying am packin it up for good,and im takin things one day @a time....ive seen myself drink 40 cans a beer in two days,am i bragging? hell noo,and why the fuck am i still here? coz sum one up there must like me.
my life was torn apart at the seams,which you will all see in the forthcoming jokers diaries...
joker/aldo/aka/nutjob
spending every bit a sparetime i had bringing them up,we had a good relation ship,a hell of a sex life,and so many funtimes together,well u know wot its like if u married young you cant keep ure hands of each other,carol was in all honesty my 1st serious relationship,and one i will always remember......but thats another diary.
back to my drink problem,hmmm where does one start?maybe @the beginning i suppose,ok so why the fuck do i drink to excess,maybe goes back to my childhood,dad was an alchoholic,i watched him every day hiding bottles,and cans and he was never awae from the pub,not that i can use him as my excuse,pers i drink to block things out,and over the past year ive totally lost it,drinking sometimes seven days a week,and this is believe it or not day 1,which ive marked on the callander,as the first day ive not taken a drink,im not saying am packin it up for good,and im takin things one day @a time....ive seen myself drink 40 cans a beer in two days,am i bragging? hell noo,and why the fuck am i still here? coz sum one up there must like me.
my life was torn apart at the seams,which you will all see in the forthcoming jokers diaries...
joker/aldo/aka/nutjob
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